The Words Written

Wednesday, August 19, 2015

The Words Written: { Written: Tuesday, October 31, 2006 } Wat...

The Words Written: { Written: Tuesday, October 31, 2006 }
Wat...: { Written: Tuesday, October 31, 2006 } Waters Wading in waters full of red and greens. Utter contradictions delude my mi...

Written: Tuesday, October 31, 2006 }

Waters

Wading in waters full of red and greens.

Utter contradictions delude my mind.

Inhale the viscous air, smells so sweet;

and drips down my lungs, suffocating me.

Confined to the restrictions of my own phantoms.

Do I fight these haunting visions of the UN-suppressed;
like the sand of quickness pulling me down?

OR indulging in a desire to be sucked under?

At the same time,
I reach for a hand to pull me out,

Revelations of my creation this self-devaluation only my own can be lent, within;

Find that resilience picking up the reminiscence, pieces of me;
See, a lost sense of identity regained, is what i need to push up and through, un-wavering.

My heart is saturated with the need and desire for someone else to make it beat.

But it’s time to pump my own blood.

Pumping functionality, and supply a breath of life flow to circulate in my veins.

Maybe then I would catch my footing, ground myself, and grow.

(noting to selff after rereading... wow damn girl, boohoo much? hawaahh layin on that a lil thick there i was... such is the nature of free writing ha. ((but was a mope huh? chuckles to self)